My Body Is A Living Archive

To dance is to recognize that my body is a living archive.  The power of my own movement carries my perception of the world, my relationship to the legacy of slavery, and utters forth my aspirations. My newest solo HER-E-Sies begins crouched low to the earth, head rotating between thick thighs, thrashing long arms, pulsating pelvis and strong fingers flicking a head covering for effect. My belly is bountiful, maternal without being a mother. The weight of my torso works in coordination with the rhythm of feet pounding against the earth. Urgently conjuring forth psychic awareness and past life experiences. As my mouth opens wide, un-puckered lips stretched tight, I holler without sound. A primordial scream of sorts, that resonates into another realm. Like crying without tears. This moment comes to an end. I rise performing a series of postures, slumped over, arched back, arms pointing away from me.  To past hurts, to youth, to regrets, opportunities not taken, relationships not fought for, a deceased parent, then to you. Facing the audience in rebelliousness and fighting the humility of being 50. Still performing. There is nothing dancer-ly or erotic about my body in this state. My boldness hides the terror of never being enough. The mid-life ache of holding my head high. Can the body communicate my soul and deepest yearnings?

The human body in performance is grounded in experiencing a particular time and space. My human journey of innovation, wisdom and freedom is evolving  It assumes that all aspects of our spiritual, cognitive, and proprioceptive being is present in the moment of now.

Solo performance accentuates the representation of one’s truest self, similar to how a photograph documents the lived experience by capturing a moment. Being in performance reveals the essence or depth of one’s humanity.  It illuminates all that cannot be seen with the naked eye. It disrupts stereotype and dismantles cliché. Experiencing my body moving, revolting, churning, rejoicing, generates agency and freedom. I find this to be powerful, emotional, and rejuvenating. It is in this space where I transcend identities, racial constructs, prejudices, captivity, fears, belonging, education, or generational curses. I feel free to buck against systems of power and oppression. Being sensitive to the movement of one’s body can teach us how to heal the divide between the mind, spirit and body; and possibly each other.  

“Clearly when we turn our attention away from the everyday world—from external perception—and toward the movement of our own bodies, we experience ourselves kinetically; we perceive our own movement. This very experience, however confronts us with an enigma of sizable phenomenological import and proportions. We have not always been the adult bodies that we now perceive ourselves to be. In other words we have a history to account for. “  Maxine Sheets-Johnstones

Body Talk

I performed my newest solo HER-E-Sies in October. Part of getting back on stage means dealing with insecurities. Standing on stage is like having a mirror that is a magnifying glass. I am post menopausal. So my body has changed in ways I never thought it would. What I find myself in love with is the wisdom that my body is able to bring to the embodiment of creative human movement. To the experience of kinectic conciousness. I am encouraged by this journey. There is innovation, wisdom and freedom to be discovered.

I remembered writing this poem several years ago when I turned 40. I thought I would revisit it to see how if feels ten years later.

Ode to the Wisdom of My Middle-Aged Body

I celebrate the curves and suppleness of my hips

That move and fill me as I embrace the strength and potency of seasoned thighs.

Teasing the envy of my youthful body, as I glance sideways at today’s naked frame.

Offering much acceptance, appreciation and love to the journey that my body is on.

Each day reveals signs of how my Ghanaian, Angolan, Enslaved African, native American, Carolinian and Pennsylvanian feminine ancestors are embedded in my DNA.

I could not have imagined that my figure alterations would bring me this much humor and grace.

I present myself As---Is

With intelligence,

Chunky arms that cradle,

Shoulders rolling to a rumba rhythm,

Hips that swirl and churn,

While my thighs twerk and dip-

Each phase stressing my ferociously womanly swagger.

 

Travel Memories

Sunday December 1, 2019

I was happy to see the news program 60 minutes highlight the town of Lalibela in the Amhara region of northern Ethiopia. The town is the site of eleven Rock-Hewn churches and is a pilgrimage site for Coptic Christians.

I visited Ethiopia and Egypt in 2004. I walked through the churches which are connected through a series of passages and trenches. Then I traveled to Axum to see the ruins of the Palace of the Queen of Sheba, or as Ethiopians call her the Queen of Makeba.

This is a poem I wrote during my travels to Ethiopia and Egypt.

Sheba is her name in the East

Who leaves houses in ruins? Their collapse settles into the bone.

Fractures appear in vessels exposing nerves which cast Karmic uncertainty from past lives onward.

My walk is grave along the skeleton of Makeba’s ancient abode.

My presence disturbs her memory.

Separated by thousands of years, we share a common fate.

Life lived as an uncoupled woman of African Descent.

I am discouraged from loving, I wonder how she would counsel me

Cured by the fantasy of companionship, I close my eyes and imagine my almond

skin nestled against white ceremonial fabric—- highlighting the contrast in tones and reading the Kebra

Negast.

I lay the ancient text down and move towards the bathing pool.

I see the reflection of my nipples against her Soloman’s chest.

Sheba, Soloman and I become entwined.

Forming our own trinity of sorts,

we are locked in tantric shapes that shift, circle, and rumble.

Jerking loose each one’s wetness that unites like the river---and flows towards the sea.

Bodily Presence and Massage of Movement continued: Bill Shannon's Touch Update

The ideas expressed in the last post will be further examined through describing the creative processes of dance artists whose work illustrate the title of the essay, Bodily presence and the Massage of movement. I had the opportunity to experience Bill Shannon’s Touch Update in various stages: as a work in process, the fully produced premiere for the Kelly Strayhorn Theater’s newMoves Contemporary Dance Festival in Pittsburgh, and in a shorter iteration within a showcase event during the National Performance Network Conference held in Pittsburgh, December 2018. I interviewed Teena Marie Custer, hip-hop dance theater artist and guest performer in Touch Update. Excerpts of the interview transcript will be presented in my next posting.

Bill Shannon’s newest work, Touch Update is an interdisciplinary work that blends dance, video installation, and theater. The content of the dance tackles philosophical questions about human interaction such as will humans change? and What is the nature of dance technique and the politics of reversal with Bill transferring his movement technique using crutches (bodily extensions) to able-bodied dancers. Bill Shannon has a physical disability. He designs and fabricates video sculptures designed to interact with the performances. The sculpture is dependent on the human body to realize itself. The effect of the wearable masks that the dancers wear as extensions of their faces adds another layer of mediatization to the performance. One of the reasons why Bill created the work was to awaken the community out of a digitized slumber. He observed how mass shootings were becoming normalized which he felt was an affect of man’s reliance on digital media. One of the sections of the dance recreates images seen in the media on live human bodies that reflect stages of brutality and protests that leads to violence. The projected image in the background is an interactive 3-d video of a fire that is building in intensity until the stage is engulfed. The sound designed adds to the sensation of feeling trapped and surrounded by fire. His inspiration for the projected image was taken from watching news reports of the California wildfires burn out of control during the summer of 2017, which is now becoming a yearly occurrence. His works includes a complex interaction of skillsets coordinating movement development, video editing, 3-d mapping, 3-d printing, and assemblage and welding. This is a reflection of how mediatization has influenced dance performance, the perception of the human body and creativity.

Bodily presence and the massage of movement: Using McLuhan’s medium is the massage theory to understand the impact of mediatized environments on the human body in performance

Marshall McLuhan’s theories will be applied to explore the impact of mediatized environments on the human body in performance. I will draw upon different types of movement performances to ground my insights and assertions. While most of my examples will come from the discipline of dance, I will also include references to popular entertainments to contextualize my thoughts and provide points of comparison for my arguments. For example, the idea that movement either creative or non-verbal originates from the human body as the visible embodiment of consciousness and unconscious expression, crosses many disciplines and cultures. From a communications media perspective, evidence for this statement can be found in McLuhan’s belief that the human body as a medium intersects with all of communications media (McLuhan, 1994) and his assertion that communication is an extension of man (human body), thought, consciousness and perception (McLuhan, 1994).

If we look more deeply into McLuhan’s belief that media is an extension of man, then how the progression of evolutionary time is experienced comes into focus. University of Pittsburgh Professor Bruce McConachie (2010) discusses mediated environments from the perspective of human development and history in the following quote:

“…imagine a juggling act in which the performer is handling four sticks of wood, keeping three aloft at any one moment. Now place that juggler in front of a tribal campfire 50,000 years ago, in a Chinese court about 1,000 years ago, on a European theatrical stage in front of an elite audience about 200 years ago, in an Australian circus ring about 100 years ago surrounded by cheering workers and families, on the Ed Sullivan television show watched by millions of U.S. citizens 50 years ago, and on a computer screen for MySpace.com, looked at yesterday by thousands around the world. (McConachie, 2010 p. 28)

This example, demonstrates the shifts from the human body in performance through various mediated environments. Before I continue with my thoughts I want to develop a working conceptual definition to explain how I am using the word mediatization throughout this essay. Authors Doveling, Harju and Sommer (2018) describe mediatization as a way to explore the mutual shaping of media and social life and how new media technologies influence and infiltrate social practices and cultural life. The Wikipedia version describes mediatization as a concept for capturing how processes of communication transform society. Researchers Anne Kaun and Karin Fast describe mediatization as a “process of change in the media landscape over time” (2014, p. 12).

These definitions inform my usage of the term. I am using the word mediatization to explore how media has become embedded within the creative process and to understand how it is changing or reshaping how dancers and choreographers experience and communicate the embodiment of movement, creation of creative human  movement and performance of movement across live and mediated environments. These environments have varying levels of media involvement that uses audio, video, computers and media technology to produce performances that are viewed in live, virtual or blended formats. Another aspect of this definition that will come into view when I discuss different dance projects is their attention to emphasizing the lived experience of the human body while commenting on current events and the cultural politics of the individual, community and society.

The interrelationship between media being an extension of man and internationalization of media use in society (global village concept) is suggested throughout the examples I will describe later on in this essay. McLuhan understood and reflected upon the dynamic influence of media innovations on the past, present and future social, cultural and political movements of humankind.  He was often criticized for his ideas based on not being scholarly enough or not providing evidence for his claims through research studies. Some of the rejection of his ideas was amplified by his celebrity that was cultivated by the spread of TV, however in my attempt to be provocative and step out on a limb, I perceive that McLuhan considered himself the medium and was exploring his message through probes, risk taking, embodiment and experimentation. My claim is demonstrated through the publication of the Medium is the massage in 1967. McLuhan approached his ideations in this seminal book, as an artist would conceptualize a creative project.

The human body in dynamic motion directly encountering another body or its own embodied self is grounded in the present moment. Athletes like Lebron James or Michael Jordan has referred this space as getting into the Zone. The body in performance is grounded in experiencing a particular time and space. It assumes that all aspects of our spiritual, cognitive, proprioceptive being is present in the moment of now. If I take Professor McConachie’s approach and substitute the juggling act for dance, then I would imagine a gradual shift in the presence, time and space of the community of people. The journey begins by dancing as part of a tribal ritual thousands of years ago in nature, then 500 years ago in Italian court ballets for the monarchy, then enslaved Africans being “danced” on ships as a way to keep the human body in shape under threats of beatings as they travel from the coast lines of Africa to the Americas during the middle passage, then on theatrical stages separating the audience from the performer creating spectacle, then in film and screen reproducing images of the human body on motion pictures dancing to music giving rise to stars like Gene Kelly, Ginger Rodgers, Fred Astaire, Shirley Temple, and Sammy Davis Jr., then break dancing on city streets to the new hip-hop music being created, then dancing in music videos on MTV backing up entertainers such as Michael Jackson and Madonna, then watching your favorite dance company on VHS tape or a DVD recording in the library or at home, then on the computer screen using YouTube or another platform at home or the library, then being able to call up an dance style or event at any time I want on the mobile phone through social media from anywhere in the world. 

In this mental exercise, the idea of presence shifts from the lived experience in an ancient local community to a virtual co-constructed mediated global community. It seems that another motivating factor emerging through writing this essay is to examine from a media and communications perspective how dancers are experiencing the shifts from live embodied presence to mediatization in performance; and whether they feel that this has led to a perceived depreciation with the live presence and interaction of the human body in performance.

Harold Innis has felt that technological revolution would influence social, cultural and political institutions (1951). McLuhan predicted that man’s symbiotic relationship to his technology would be transformed through innovations in communications media. He warned that the complex relationship between humans, their technological extensions, information and social space would produce unique tensions in the global village. I would say that evolutionary transformation of humans and their perception of space, communication and boundaries has been occurring in varying degrees over thousands of years and exponentially progressing over the past 100 years.  

According to McLuhan, the environment of the television and the internet has the ability to reach vast populations, but has strange effects on the dynamics of para-social interaction between the viewer and the perceived image on the screen. The image is present, edited and nuanced, but it is absent a body; and has the ability to control and reach large masses of people. His lived bodily experience of celebrity informed his perception. Our present experience brings into reality McLuhan’s (1994) concept of the Global Village and how mediatization is reflected in how we view the human body in performance. For example televised programs such as So you think you can dance, America’s Got Talent, and Dancing with the Stars, are popular shows built around live choreographed dance or entertainment driven performances. There is a studio audience present, but the program is reproduced and broadcast to millions of people around the world. The human body is viewed and experienced through instantaneous editing and multicamera shots.

Although Innis and McLuhan acknowledge the human body as being central to communications media as a site of the senses, disembodiment and alienation still exists through association with virtual over live physical experience (McLuhan, 1994; Innis, 1951). As technology progresses and further extends the human body, social and cultural institutions will be impacted and continue to disrupt the quality of communication between human beings. Modern media and communication practices that removes the body from direct communicative interactions with their social network and the world, diminishes the centralization of the human body as a medium. When the body is not present depersonalization or disembodiment occurs. Let us consider the modern day spectacle of how people watch a large screen projecting aspects of a live event, when they are actually present at the live event; or how they may prefer to view the live event through their camera phones as they are recording it. Now the live event itself is altered by the effects of the mediatized environment. Innovations in media, communications, and technology has transformed how, what and where human beings communicate to each other. Drawing upon my years of experience as a dancer I believe the human body, when engaged in performing creative human movement, resist disembodied modes of communication. Dance writer, theorist and contact improvisation teacher Ann Cooper Albright (2017) says that it is ‘through our bodies that perception (altered from media) meets up with politics…”(p.223). I argue that a way to combat the social, cultural and institutional alienation is through re-grounding our senses, communicative expressions, relations and technological innovations in the physical and transcendent experience (the Zone) of our bodies.

The ecology of learning creative human movement is changing socially, professionally and in cultural institutions of learning. McLuhan stated “the interplay between the old and the new environments creates many problems and confusions” (McLuhan, 1967;1996 p. 68). This is my current experience in the dance field as I enter my thirtieth year of meaningful engagement. My roots are in the old environment but my teaching and desire to maintain relevancy as a professional artist requires crossing into new environments that are continually shaped and dominated by media and innovations in communications technology. For example, last summer I taught an online leadership seminar course to graduate students enrolled in the MFA in Dance program at Rutgers University. The process of distance education allowed me to be at a physical distance from the students I was teaching in the course. All of our communications with each other occurred through computer-mediated environments. This shift in environment, space and time is revolutionizing the institution of education throughout the world and who has access to it. With this comes challenges and future problems to solve.

Dancers are being asked to work collaboratively and be in dialogue with filmmakers, computer scientists, videographers, sound designers, dramaturges, researchers and costume designers. Performances are being shaped by mediatization and taking place in mediatized interactive environments. The core of what dancers do in the dance studio involves fostering an intensive, intimate, perceptual and highly physical body-to-body communicative exchange. This exchange is happening in greater frequencies in virtual spaces and through the process of distance education. Now the choreographer might be in Seattle, while the dancers are learning the movement in New Jersey from the projected image onscreen or through a mobile device. The time spent in the studio interacting with each other body to body is critical to the creative process, but access to a global audience of viewers and sharers has generated an evolving dialectic of cultural movement sharing which contemporizes McLuhan’s concept of the Global Village.

References

Albright, A.C. (2017).The oxford handbook of dance and politics. R. Kowal, G. Siegmund & R. Martin (Eds.) The politics of perception (pp.223-243). New York, NY. Oxford University Press.

Doveling, K, Harju, A. and Sommer, D. (2018). From mediatized emotion to digital affect cultures: New technologies and global flows of emotion. Social Media and Society, SAGE, Jan-March, 1-11.

Innis, Harold Adams. (1951). The bias of communication. With an introduction by Marshall McLuhan. Toronto: University of Toronto Press.

Kaun, Anne and Fast, K. (2014). Mediatization of culture and everyday life. Karlstad University   Studies.

McConachie, Bruce. (2010) An evolutionary perspective on live and mediated popular performance. Popular Entertainment Studies, Vo1.1, 26-43.

McGuigan, Jim. (2005). The cultural public sphere. European Journal of Cultural Studies, 8(4) 427-443.

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McLuhan, M. & Fiore, Q. (1967, 1996) The medium is the message: An inventory of effects. Berkeley, CA: Gingko Press. (Original work published 1967).

Grandma Christine

My grandmother’s birthday was December 8, 1918. She passed away in 2007 from the complications of a brain aneurysm. Grandma Christine was an extraordinary cook and she was known in the community for baking cakes and pies. Before she had my mother she moved north to work in New York and Connecticut for wealthy white families. She was responsible for coordinating and cooking meals. As our family story goes, my grandfather Leroy Clark was from Alabama and joined the U.S. Army. He met my grandmother in New York while on leave. After he left the Army he joined my grandmother in Connecticut and was hired to work the grounds. They traveled as a couple and worked in mansions. Then my mother was born, then two more babies. After the third baby they were replaced and moved back down south to the 100 acre family farm in Huntersville, NC where they raised their growing family.

Grandma Christine

Gritty as blackberry seeds in my teeth.

we cooked, we laughed, we cried

Her spirit, spicy and sweet.

Her skin dark as ebony wood, bigotry felt.

Creamed corn, fresh tomatoes and fried okra

Grits, greens, beans and ham

Peach cobbler and blackberry pie, my favorites

Hiding the strain of labor in wrinkled hands,

Her limbs contained subtle strength and tenderness.

Her tongue could chop wood with precision,

be warned--

Yet, a stroke couldn’t seize grandma’s elephant mind,

Loving her effortlessly, I don’t want to part

Missed conversations, like the warmth of spring in winter

Her laughter still echoes

through my own voice.